John Doe Sky Diver

Don't have much agenda, but a promise to continue this blog, almost close to one year not starting anything making this blog just like my previous homepage, hibernating and eventually.. missing in thin air!

ok I promise myself, this time around, I will do this more often, at least hm.... maybe don't commit myself here first,, hehe...

To man, have you remember when did you last cry? During yesterday birthday + farewell karaoke session, it was a crazy, yet emotional event, I have never think this friend of mine will actually cry, and he cry two times! what a touching moment, making me wondering when did I last cry.

Tears of joy? I think i never had that, most of my previous crying is of sadness and sorrow. But when did I last cry? hm.. before i had my last cry, I almost think that I will never cry again. Man was thought to be tough, crying is not an option. My second last cry was like my early primary school.. can't remember much but something like I didn't do my homework, and subsequently mess up the whole room and of course, it was tears of pain cause my mum give me a red hot spice fried "kuei teow" .

So, after many many year, books, the friend who grown up together with you, the news papers, the TV, the community thought you that a true man can not and will not cry. and so do I, tears have never come out from my eye, until that moment, then I start realize that , actually, everyone will still have a soft side deep down in your heart. no matter how cold hearted, how rational, how logical and emotion less thinking you are. The last cry out that I have was when my love one wanted to leave me for a couple of months to back to her hometown during a long holiday. I was sending her to the terminal, and while talking, tears just can't stop flowing from my eye, then i start realize that how important this gir is to me...

So when did you last cry?